I know it's not good, not really good to keep thinkin' 'bout u all the time n all the day...
There's a boy tryin' to flirt me...But I still think 'bout u...I even cant' giv him a chance...I know it's not good, esp when we're apart n u may forget mostly 'bout me or at least, u dont' waste ur valuable time to think 'bout me...

"Luv blinds people n makes them to become a donkey...". Yep, it's right in some ways, esp with me... Better than yesterday, I dont' spend all my minutes to remember u...But u're still on my mind... U may not know how much important u are for me...I miss u hour by hour ('cuz I said that I did not spend all the minutes thinkin' of u ^>^)

U know what I even couldn't pass away the habit of thinkin' of u 1stly whenever gettin' a sadness or a happiness...

The current man is good, yep, he's independent n quite eager to get acquainted with me...But there's still a boundary, a space b/t me n him...He's a good joker, he makes me laugh a lot...Yep, however, I still think that u'r my best man ever...
U made me smile a lot, though not ur intention...But u also caused me cried much...I had ever cried for anybody as much as I did for u...Nope, it's not correct...I cried not for u, just for me, I cried 'cuz I's so disappointed when most of my dream n my hope did not become true...I cried for the deadlock of our rltship...

I luv u, u luv me, we luv each other n we know that...But I did not know what to do, I's so vain, so overconfident...U were also, beside that u were even timid...N it seemed that we were not born for each other...
What should I do, Dummy?
What will happen if 1 yr later u'r still on my mind?
What will happen if 2 yrs later I'm still unable to overcome the feelin' of luvin' u?
What will happen if 3 yrs later I still cant' open my heart 4 another person?
What will happen if even more n more yrs later I may judge people comin' to me in a fair way?
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I hate to think 'bout that stuff, I'm still young, a wide n potential future's waitin' 4 me...I do not really wanna bury my heart in the sadness, it's just in the case I can get my heart back from u...Otherwise, I hav to remain borderin' u daily to ask for my heart back...
At that time, won't u be mind 'bout that? U'll be pleased to welcome me n not hurt me any way, wont' u?