Stuck.............

OMG, my life becomes more n more tough daily...........Yesterday, or maybe some days before, I 've got a shocked news..........Dummy luvs other girl.........

Well, I know this will happen some days, but I don't think that it comes so fast......Before I can prepare to stand for it.................

I am actually stuck now, I do not know what to do now............I can't focus on doin' things any more..............Jaenu has her own prob.........but is she too selfish when she ignores my calling for help?????????????
What does it mean? FRIEND? I have to stand for her these days, I can't stand it any more..........She never takes care of my feelin' as if only she's feelin'.........

It's hard for me to get this news.....................I get used to thinkin' that Dummy is my fate man...........Now, it strongly demonstrates that my six-sense is totally wrong............It makes me lost the control n direction............

I find it very difficult to share my confidence.......That's why I always pretend as if I'm very fine, I smile a lot but nobody could know that it's when I'm very sad even depressed....

10 yrs, I still not be sure that whether Jaenu considers me to be her friend or not. I always tried my best to lift her up.but when I was depressed she just took care of herself n even not take care of me.

I'm fed of it.I should think 'bout our friendship again n again. Friendship is not one way givin', it requires to be gettin' from the other side also........

Jaenu does not know that or she tries to ignore of that???????????

I don't know, but I find it very hard for me to keep stand for it...............